Photographer Clay

Tag: life

  • Even as artists, we don’t know what we don’t know.

    Even as artists, we don’t know what we don’t know.

    I made a decision last night while I was enjoying a cognac sitting in my recliner, watching our newly adopted rescue dog sleeping next to my wife while we were watching a television show. That decision was to get back to doing what you do, which involves writing this blog, playing my video games, and my photographic art. This past year has been a wild ride that I won’t go into details about, except for learning you don’t know what you don’t know. I used to hate that expression!

    A couple of things have helped bring my understanding of the words: you don’t know what you don’t know. Firstly, I have learned so much about bringing my vision forward in creating the final image I imagined when I took a photo. My goal was to create something that would engage the viewer, even if that viewer is just myself.

    My deeper understanding of life has evolved through a series of events over the past year. I underwent radiation therapy for cancer, which was a significant challenge. During this time, I also learned more about creating photographic art than I ever imagined, thanks to the guidance of my mentor and the support of like-minded individuals and my family. Additionally, I adopted a rescue dog, which has brought unexpected joy and companionship into my life and also taught me that we don’t always know about the challenges and past that many people have experienced.

    It is with these insights in both my mind and heart that I will move forward to helping myself become more compassionate towards others and passionate about my art. Additionally, I will use those traits to help others with their journeys, understanding that I don’t always have to know their stories or history, but just to be there to support them as they ask.

    Through this blog and my art, I aim to achieve some of this through regular entries. These entries may not always focus on art or photography, but may also include life lessons I have learned or experienced.

  • It isn’t always about you.

    It isn’t always about you.

    I have pondered this post for a couple of weeks now. In fact, I started to write it and gave it a title, then I stopped because it was going to be too much of a rant on new or beginning photographers and selling their services to customers. I ran through several wording styles in my head and then finally deleted the entire post this morning.

    The reason I wanted to start over was that I have been reading a book, Inner Excellence by Jim Murphy, and yesterday I came upon two quotes that resonated with me. The first was, “if all you see is chickens and chicken scratch, it doesn’t matter if you are an eagle; flying won’t be part of your world.” The second was, “expect nothing, prepare for anything.”

    These were very powerful messages for me, igniting a self-reflective journey. Instead of concerning myself with what others were doing or how they were marketing their photography services, I needed to focus on mastering my own mind. By doing so, I would subsequently empower myself to master my unique vision and skills in producing the art I truly want to create. My obsession with the perceived failures of others was clouding my judgment and inhibiting my own self-mastery.

    Rather than rant about this publicly, I realized there’s tremendous value in working to demonstrate the message I was attempting to relay to others. The true path to inspire and be of service to others lies in action rather than mere words or criticisms. By focusing on my inner growth and honing my skills, I could transform the frustrations I feel into motivation and clarity. In doing so, I pave the way to uplift others in their journeys, reminding them that personal excellence often stems from a place of introspection and self-awareness.

    This renewed perspective has encouraged me to cultivate a mindset where I expect nothing but prepare for anything. Embracing this principle allows me to navigate challenges without getting bogged down by the comparative metrics that often stifle creativity and joy in the craft. Each photographer’s journey is unique, and by staying true to my own path, I can create visuals that reflect my personal story, thus leaving space for authentic connections with others who appreciate my work. Through this reflection, I turn the quest for excellence into both a personal and collective endeavor, fostering a community where creativity thrives.