If only I had time

In 2011, I retired for the first time and found ample time for my photography. Initially, I returned to work because I desired something to occupy my time. I began with a part-time job but soon transitioned to full-time. Since then, I have held two more positions, each demanding more of my time. Despite this, I was able to find time for both photography and writing. I retired permanently just over two years ago, and now it appears I have little time or perhaps interest in my writing and diminished passion for photography.

What I have found intriguing is that with more free time, I seem to have less of it. It’s a paradox that many can relate to: the idea that freedom can sometimes feel constricting. Although my interest in both activities has not waned, I often find myself making excuses to postpone them. Instead, I have developed a keen interest in computer gaming, an avenue I had previously set aside. I once believed my writing and photography skills provided an escape from societal drama, but I have come to realize that I have replaced those activities with computer gaming, immersing myself in digital worlds where I can forget my worries and responsibilities.

In the midst of this shift, I received news about a somewhat serious medical condition that, while correctable, will require a considerable amount of my time and energy. Furthermore, it will necessitate significant changes within my family dynamics. Although these changes are destined for the better, each new development has served as a distraction from the things I once cherished.

However, with the arrival of warmer temperatures, I am determined to reconnect with the outside world and embark on a photography journey. Spring and summer offer such vibrant opportunities for capturing the beauty of nature and the life around me. I believe this endeavor will not only reignite my passion for photography but also encourage me to write more in this blog. My goal is to bring you all along with me on this journey, sharing my experiences and discoveries as I step back into the sunlight.

I sincerely hope that you, my readers, will feel inspired to share your own art and words as we move forward together. Let’s embark on this creative exploration and support one another in rejuvenating our artistic spirits. The shared journey promises to not only enrich our lives but also create a community of like-minded individuals eager to express their passions once again.